One year tomorrow

One year tomorrow my mother passed away. My dad asked me if that was affecting me. I don't know. I know that I have been struggling more lately but I haven't connected it to that. It was a great summer but hard to say good bye when the last of the family visitors went home. And I have been working hard and I have had muscel problems and migraines. All in all I am tired and miss my family. Is there an under current of missing mom as well? Of course. But I think it is mostly tiredness. So I will stop and help clean up the kitchen so we actually get to bed on time for me to get sleep before getting up to get my child to school.